I think I might leave the internet. It's not getting me anywhere. Maybe I'll just get rid of all the cords in my room and not let myself go on anymore. It has nothing to offer me anymore. Neither does weed. I think I might be done. But how many times have we heard this before. I have things to do. Three costumes this weekend. Homework. Room cleaning. Rehearsals practically every day next week. It's getting rough. I am not excited for the tech. However, I am in a musical. It feels great. I want this so bad. And I have a chorus part. And for someone like myself, a chorus part is a blessing. I feel really lucky. I just hope I can do this. Oh, and I'll be the maid of honor at my sister's wedding. So I guess I have things to look forward to. Guitar playing is comming along also. Shopping day tomorrow. Ugh. I'm tired just thinking about it. I guess I better design my costume before I go. Aaahhhhhhhhhh. Tired. Sleep. Design. Sleep. Wake. Shop. Aggh I'm so tired.