i just downloaded this trippy trance music by some band called "arashi". i dont know why i thought to write this. but it makes me feel very funny. like ive taken some kind of drug that i cant think of right now. a mixture of drugs even. the girls voice kind of sounds like shes trapped in a jar. a condiments jar!! creepy. cool. i dont know how many times i have listened to this song now. but it has not failed to make me feel weird yet. i took my costume off. i had to pee. it wasnt that bad. i even took my hair out. and put pajamas on. and i bought socks from target that have pigs on them and say "hokey pokey" and my mom and i bought more dorky halloween jewelry. and today i wore it with my target shirt. oh wow. targets my life. my dream is to work there someday. oh yess. i think ill be off now. just one more day...