Love life is good again. Caitlin has realized: a) She is totally in love with this boy. b) They will have the greatest relationship ever. c) He needs to get stoned with her so that she can ALWAYS be as attracted to him as when she is when she's sober. d) He's fucking beautiful. e-z) His friend isn't as great and you know he's taken and he's just so fun. He's only for stoned times, and it's okay to give in and flirt then. Because the next day you always have your head on straight and you always realize again how much you like your real boy. But you are still scared of a relationship, and why wouldn't you be? You don't like the idea of not being able to flirt with anyone else. In fact, you like the idea of just flirting all the time, with risks and everything. Once you're in a relationship, there is no risk, because you know you've got the guy. You like flirting a lot. Your relationship is a matter of feeling and not planning. It's flowing nicely and you don't even have to try to propel it. Sit back, Caitlin, this should be a fun ride.