I love the way it makes me happy to do AP homework every night. And the way I enjoy walking to Ellison's car everyday. And I especially love the way everyone else is secondary. I've finally gotten to the point where nobody else is of that much importance. I don't care how many people I know or how often I party and I actually enjoy doing nothing more than I enjoy doing something. I like to be at home more than anywhere else. I've also begun doing these things that I haven't done since before the days of an oversupply of weed. Spinning in circles, letting my legs dance in class, laughing obnoxiously loud, being nice, and looking at the sky. I try not to ignore the sky anymore. I like it all. And it's not even hard to maintain it all. I won't crack and I won't fall. Maybe this is just my year. The year of Caitlin. I mean more to myself than anything else in the world, and that's a good feeling. Oh, and I forgot to mention that I no longer look into the future too much. In fact, I rarely do it at all. Everyday goes by with me doing what needs to be done and without me worrying about what's to come. I'm no longer afraid of tomorrow. I'm getting good at completing those little tasks that just need to be done. Things that often involve filling out papers/forms and walking into the school office. Oh, and my new best friend is Foster Library. I think it loves me just as much as I love it. Happee