You know the way love feels? Not passionate love, or even excited love, but simply beautiful love? I have that feeling running through every part of my body right now. I just enjoyed an "I love Caitlin" session. It was amazing. I took a really hot shower, and I just turned under it and stretched and it felt absolutely amazing. Together we created the feeling of love. After that I dancing naked on my balcony to "Free" by Donavon Frankenreiter. It also felt amazing. I don't know what this is, some sort of remnants of the drugs I've done, a piece of something real, or maybe this is just the feeling that one should feel when they like themselves. At the same time, I'm finding myself again drawn into spiritual beauty. Much like described in The Color Purple (sorry), where there is just this beauty... this indescribable, incredible beauty that seeps into you and paints your heart a beautiful color. Or maybe this is that old teenage obsession with love. That longing for someone to love you and for someone to give your love to.