so you know how we call freshman stupid, and then sometimes feel bad? "Okay, i havent writtin in here for such a long time but thats becuase my computer is broken, it's gay, i know, but whatever. highschool is so lame, lamer people, and it's really dumb with all the stupid lesbian's around, u know.. the ones that dress like guys... okay??? now i see what a big affect dugs have on people.. stupid stoners.. tweakers are so nasty, yay! lets all get stoned and shave our heads!!! yeah, they think that they know it all, and they cus u out online but then at school they're quiet, but what do they know? they probably forget everything anyways, well i would want to forget everyhting if i was going out with a dyke. yeah i said dyke! sorry people, maybe ur offended? do i care? NO! by the way i love doing prank phone calls! so much fun. bye journal, i'll write later when i get a chance. p.s. Carissa i love u! ur my lover! lol hahaha." i dont feel bad. yep. a freshman girl talking shit about lesbians because we sit around and dont talk to you? hmmm.. i love the logic in this world. so someone is probably going to get some major shit tomorrow. i think i may even bitch her out. oooh the drama. this weekend me and emily spent almost everyday together. sunday my sister and i went to the mall. i love referance. i bought a sweater there. and i bought 2 bras in my new size. ahh, the lift is great :) sorry if im not supposed to talk about that. last night emily and i wathced Night of the Living Dead which had a slightly dissapointing, short endind, but it was good and it was enjoyable. we got a prank call from someone and im guessing that lil bitch who wrote that had something to do with it. good guess, eh? today em and i watched some movies (the boy who could fly which was corny and i enjoyed it and the piano which was good) and then went thrift store shopping. i bought a pair of mary janes and a nice winter coat that only cost $3. we shared a burger and a milkshake at busy bees after that. then we saw this sweet gay guy anthony who we love and then sat around waiting for my mom. no im home. and hopefully ill get pissed at that girl, keli, again tomorrow because she deserves to be bitched out. i dont get some people. i was just starting to miss carissa. its weird how the people are tied together. i bet carissa had something to do with it... too bad i thought we might have a flat conversation that may last a whole 2 minutes. i guess ill go now. fucking straight people.