I think if I always lived with my sister I would be much better off. This weekend I've sort of put myself in a "I don't want to talk to anyone" mood. I'd call it sick, but I'm not sure that's what it is. Last night I had allergies, a dizzy head, no appetite, and I took about 5 hours work of naps. Then I went to bed. Yesterday I almost bought a pair of $70 heels but I wasn't in a shopping mood, so I decided to wait until I'm really excited to spend. I love heels. My sister bought me another black woman book, yes I do love them more than any other kind of book, and I bought a necklace. God this is boring. Let's talk about how cool I am. I've realized that somewhere in my highschool career, what would have made up 11th grade was skipped. Therefore, I'm cooler than any other junior at my school (yes, I'm serious) and I don't feel like I can seriously spend two more years in high school. I'm going to the college next year. I sort of wish that this whole social interaction wasnt necessary to be happy. I wish I could be a hermit, and be happy that way. I think books would make much better friends than human beings would. But that's unrealistic. So now at school I have to make up games in order to make school more interesting. Guess who the game pieces are? You guessed it... you. I wish I could launch myself into the world and end up in some far away country where everyone is just like me. Well not exactly like me, but enough so that I'd be stimulated. They'd be in my smart-level and they'd make me a better person. I'm not being challenged here. At least I can get bored with this entry really quickly and end it with the fact that Jessica Simpson is comming to the mall and I'm going to go.