My goodness what a change. What a shock what a night. New boyfriend? It's hard to call someone a boyfriend when everything happened in one night. Kissing, telling my feelings to someone (!), cuddling, oh gosh gosh gosh. And it was the first time we had really hung out. I don't even know what to make of it. I'm slightly suspicious, just to protect myself, of if he's making this all up or if it's true. School on Monday and what am I supposed to do? We're two very unlike highschoolers and.. I can't just go from not even looking at him in class to hugging and kissing him after one weekend can I? It's so shocking, so unexpected. I don't think we can hang out at school because of our extreme differences. Oh gosh I honestly want this to be so serious but I'm scared that it's not and aggggggggggggh! I really need a shopping day.