This song sounds like whales, I swear. I feel crickety and old. It hurts to bend over and my joints really hurt. I shouldn't be feeling old. I'm fourteen and in good shape and work out regularly. I've also got a recent chronic headache that pounds me senseless. My dad says it's because I eat too much salt and maybe he's right--I like it on everything in huge quantities, or else it's so..bland. My client (the main one)has ordered three more pics from me--makes me feel very happy. She's known to be a tough customer, and I'm glad she's so thrilled with my work. I want to have an account like DarkShinigami and Gold Dust's owner--big and powerful and influential and everybody knows your name, but you don't care about them, you do your own thing and make your own pages and live your life and when someone bothers you you are allowed to turn away. I'm not like that. The world tugs and tugs and tugs at me, until I can ignore it no longer and I snap. I saw Finding Nemo today. I actually liked it, but the whole time I was wondering if Sarah would be angry with me. I don't think she will. Someone killed all my mom's daisies and I was pissed off. No asswipe is going to prey on my house that way. I talked to the neighborhood boys, and I told them if anyone finds out who did it, and it keeps reocurring, then I will personally find the culprit and hurt them. And they know I will. Every girl with a boyfriend at the theater was wearing a four inch long miniskirt and a belly baring blouse. They were 99% blonde. I am not blonde. I do not baring my midriff. I do not like to not be able to bend over because everyone will see my panties. I am never going to have a boyfriend on persona alone, will I? Feh. No, he's out there somewhere. And McIntosh will bring several, I'm sure. I'm not going to change who I am just for some guy. I kind of like my khaki shorts. I went down to the beach and saw Ki-Ki, and she was all "eeeeeh" and I said "yeah, whatever." Except I wasn't at the beach and I saw Alli and she didn't say anything to me. She smiled sad and turned around and walked away. And I cried.