What a sleepy, boring day. There's this kid in my Simpsons class this week who I was convinced hated my guts. He always gave me the evil eye and stuff. Today, he actually talked to me! I was SO HAPPY. Like, I haven't been that elated since...well, since two weeks ago. :P I love it when people like me. I think sometimes I try way way way too hard, and that's when people start to NOT like me, and then I get sad and it's just a big vicious cycle. Yuck. Chandler's outside copying music from my laptop. Jenny's found a crush! It's really cute. It's just like me and you-know-who, it really is. In a way I'm irritated that she's never around but I know that she can't help that. Sometimes it just feels really good to be used, especially when you think you like somebody so much that you just hurt all over all of the time. I know that sounds horrible, but I love the feeling of loving. For me, there's nothing better than to really like someone, even with the "pain" that comes with it that everyone's always so dramatic about (me included, thank you very much). I just...I don't know. It's nice. Nobody ever comments on my diary anymore! What are you all, on vacation!? Um, I really would love a nap.