Tonight we're having dinner with the Edges, which ought to be interesting. ... Just take my word for it. Brigitte and I are having a dinner date on the 27th. I told my mom and she was like "That Lawhorne girl, huh! I bet she only said Ginza to go look at that Perry character!" Except, mom, I was the one that suggested Ginza and the Lawhorne you're thinking about is Yvette, who had no romantic interest in Perry anyways. Besides, even if Matt OR Perry were there, it's not like that would be a problem. Sigh. Mothers. I dont care what she says, it is going to be oodles of fun. Oodles. Teehee. I put bandaids on my fingers today so I wouldnt bite my nails, so I look like ive been in some sort of horrid accident. And it's hard as hell to type. Ah...hm. Im going to LA soon, less that a week. I'm really excited but really scared too, since my mom isnt coming and ill have to wake myself up, get to my competitions by myself, remember to eat, remember when i have to change, etc, etc, etc. I think the thing I'm worried most about, ironically, is eating lunch alone. I hate that feeling. I keep wondering whether or not I should send Grant a Christmas something. I wanted to get him a giftcard to Old Navy but Im not sure I want to shell out bucks for something I'm not sure is even there. And In that something I don't mean the giftcard. Despite it all, I think about him a lot. Which sucks I guess, because he probably never thinks about me and it's sort of all one sided. If I weren't such a moron maybe he'd have called me or something. That would have been a wonderful Christmas present. Yeah.