So Lauren tried out for GHP and didn't make it. That makes me feel bad. I called her and tried to make her feel better by bitching about Grant making it. That made me feel bad too because I promised myself I wouldn't bitch about him anymore. Plus it didn't work. I tried to downplay the whole thing, saying it wasn't what it was cracked up to be and stuff, and that made me feel HORRIBLE because hell yes it was amazing and I can't ever do something great for myself without always feeling bad for someone else because for some reason they didn't get it too. That really didn't work. What she said was "Well I'll just tell you that every time you talk about it in English. Okaybye." And totally hung up. Totally. I'm really hurt and confused. I know she's upset, yeah, but man, when my friends are like this I don't know what to do! I'm afraid that I've just made it worse and that makes me feel so, so horrible. Ugh. What kind of a jerk am I? Now I can never talk about it again in front of her--I don't know whether to accept that or just hope she sucks it up and deals with it (It was the best thing that has happened to me so far, after all)? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!