That woman is nuts. She's the one who needs help, not me. Anyways, the whole appointment basically consisted of me doodling on a notepad and her rambling on and on about something. I seriously don't get some adults. How can they help if they don't know what's wrong? How can I tell them what's wrong if even I don't know? Eh. Whatever. I feel mucho better now. These bouts of depression, they come like storm clouds, just randomly without warning. They're triggered by shock and tradegy, the doctor says. Feh. Shock and tragedy my ass. Everyone liked dinner. I enjoyed making it. When I bury myself in loads of work everything just numbs itself and tunes out for a while, which is good, I suppose. Maybe not. Went to see Matthew after my visit with the nutcase from outer space. He's doing nicely, the Semitadine is working great--no Benamine injections today. Things to do before FL trip: 1.)Get fake tan. 2.)Wax legs. 3.)Cut hair/bangs. 4.)Paint toenails. 5.)Buy new beach towels. 6.)Buy sunscreen. 7.)Buy new snorkel and pair of goggles for pool. 8.)Buy new pajamas. Lesson plan for Rowdy tomorrow: 2 mins wlk fllwd by 5 mins trt each way, 2 mins cntr (each way) fllwd by 10 cmplte mins trt circles/diagonals/bending lines/Leg yields. Crssrls if time lft. Trail to cool down. Riley: 2 mns ttl wlking each way. Wrk in loose frame for 10 mins each way. Cntr 4 mns each way, crcles only. 20 mins ttl trtting crcls/leg yields/diagonals. trl to cool down. I'm being silly and unrealistic. The arena is completely underwater. I would keep my chapter notes here too, but Lena reads my diary, and I'm not gonna let her see those! Nyah!