I was so absolutely furious with Jennifer last night that I scared myself. I was in an absolute rage and went to my room and just like paced for thirty minutes and ground my teeth and then I just got so mad I started to cry when I explained to my mom. I felt so bad and I know I shouldn't have let the sun go down on my anger but I was so mad I knew I'd explode if I freaking looked at her. I asked God to forgive me, to help me, because it's obvious that to be that angry at someone you care about is wrong. I was just so...I don't know. I really hate being mad. I got really bad chills after crying too. I was still so mad and it was like seventy eight in the room but I had to sleep in long pants, socks, and a jacket to stay warm, and even then I was still shivering. Hailey came back at lights out crying. I couldn't register why because my Tylenol had made me so drowsy. I don't remember much about what happened after ten thirty, actually, because that's when my medicine began to kick in. What a night. At any rate, I'm alright now. C.ler must have given me his cold because I've got a miserable headache and a sore throat, coupled with some coughage and a runny nose. Thanks, pal. What're friends for, huh? Ok, maybe more later. I have reading to do.