Like, absolutely nobody is on my buddy list right now. I mean, besides me. (Hah, i'm such a loser, I'm my own friend.) I have only 25 people on my buddy list, and i probably only regularly talk to nine of them, three of which i personally know. Meh. That's okay. Because I like security in small groups, or something. I'm so happy. I'm hanging out now with the JC Booth crowd from last year, and they don't care what I did or what I'm afraid of, they just like me for me. They're so nice, they don't shun anybody and they're actually really cool kids. So. Step by step Lili makes her way back into normality. It was Natalie that introduced me, and then they just started randomly waving to me, and now I have friends you guys!!! *excitement excitement* So we were all eating outside today, and Keen(this guy Natalie has a crush on) is wandering around us like a shark in the bay, or something, and I'm talking to object of my affections Grant. We're chatting and laughing and laughing and chatting and suddenly I hear this voice like right in my ear and it said "Boo" and I totally screamed. Well. Not loud. I was very freaked out. But it was only Keen, and he was all smiley and stuff and I told him to never do it again and he said okay. Grant frowned at him. So we start talking again, and then suddenly the bastard does it again except this time he says "Kind of jumpy, aren't you?" and this time Grant jumps up and gets in his face. "I thought she told you to stop?" "What, are you her mother or something?" "Leave her alone..." "Gonna beat me up, huh, shrimp?" Me: *smells potential danger zone* *whacks K playfully on arm* Go away...and don't do it again... so yeah. Then Grant gets up and is all "let's go Lili" and I was like YESSSS so we get up and leave...and in the hallway, we talk and walk and walk and talk and finally, we're going to our classes and I ask "Hey, do you have AOL?" and he says no, he doesn't have internet, and he blushes oh so cute. so i say hah, it's okay, we'll just exchange phone numbers, or something. Daring? Maybe. Maybe I scared him... So I wrote him el note with my phone number on it and hope for the best. Fingers crossed oh I want it oh so much please God if you only answer three prayers in my life let one be this one!