I'm afraid i'll never find the guy of my dreams. So very scared. *My fairytale world makes me want to jump off a building to live with wings before I crash to the ground with the gravity of all those who hate me. **My daddy's studying hypnotism. He says I'm weird. I am a 4 on the scale, the highest you can go. He put me into a trance and I ended up coming out of it terrified and he looked scared and he won't tell me what happened. ***Who am I?