Current mood: "sigh" I regret getting up this morning. I was having a pleasant dream about something or other or it may have been about nothing at all, but I remember it being pleasant and I remember being sad when I woke up. Also, my watch's alarm didn't go, so my whole routine was disrupted. This was also sad. Um school was boring, that is all. Um I want to see Sei. *** I can't ever tell him that underneath all of that puce green hatred I wear for him I really want to kiss him until he kisses back like I know he will. I can only wear a snarl for him, because this is the preordained facial expression set for me by everyone else. But still, when he walks by me, I wonder what it would be like to feel his arm slide around my waist and to turn, pressing my face into his chest and my hands into the small of his back. I am not normal. I am not normal. I am warped.