So today I went and retraced some steps. I went some to the barn that one party was at and I stared at the woods for a while. Then I went to stand in front of my old school. And then i went to the old baskin robbins, which has been shut down. We went to my old house in fayetteville and I wanted to see if Stephanie still lived two doors down but I was too shy. And then we went to the barn. Some part of me wants to have every little bit of all my old innocence back, and some part of me likes to be the wiser for it all. I suppose it's nice, knowing everything. Stacie invited me up to Canada this summer! I think it will be wicked awesome to see her and meet her and see her barn and ponies and i think it will be awesome. I went and visited NSHC today, made me kind of sad. I get this weird feeling when I go there, like I'm not welcome. I was a great image designer, and all, but for some reason i think Nightingale found me offensive? O_o; Yes, well, good night, foo's.