Ohmigod there were so many people there. But I had fun. Some parts were stressful, like when agents were rude to your face and stuff, but you know, I guess that's all a HUGE part of it. I got rejected a lot, but a lot of people really liked me too. I got several begging offers to relocate to LA. My mom and I, though, decided no to do anything as drastic for another year. I'm going to try and get work with an agency here in Atlanta to beef up my resume some, and then when IMTA in LA rolls around again I'm going to go again. You know, when I was doing it, all I could think of was how burned out I was. But now that I'm done, I think I actually really liked it, even the people telling me I sucked. :P They changed my WHOLE schedule at school around, it was kind of lame. I ended up in the same sixth period class as ---DON--- and I was just trying so hard not to die of asphyxia from hiding my giggling in my jacket sleeve, man. He obviously hates my guts. I'm not sure why, because I don't hate him at all, but maybe there's something I completely missed there. Then again, I wasn't the one who did big things with one of his friends while I was on rebound. Yeah. Im kind of glad to have art back again though. I like sitting there and just sketching and getting pencil smudges on the side of my hand. I like losing myself in a big sheet of white paper. Oh yeah and Grant cut his hair, it reminds me of his old haircut and I do like it. Some part of me wishes he'd talk to me though. I think I'm just a little bit pathetic and maybe it's best if he doesn't start talking to me again. Love, Lili