I sometimes feel dirty and wrong when I think about how much more I have than other people. There is a kid I know and this kid is in a spot of very bad luck. This kid doesn't deserve any of it and it makes me very sad whenever I think about it. It makes me sad because I think about how I used to sit here (and still do) write entries about the "pain" I'm feeling; when in reality, I was (still am) just being a spoiled brat. This kid doesn't deserve the horrible things happening in his life. I think it is wrong for people to romaticize and glorify something as sad as pain. I think if a lady with breast cancer and no way of providing a home for her child can remain strong and positive,and willing to look for ways she can make it better, then people should not write poems about how delicious it is to see others bleed or how depressed they are because they did not get a new ipod. I think that it is positively sick when people think that death is beautiful or severed limbs a good thing or that nuclear weapons are a good way to rid the world of "vermin". I think that people like that are who started world wars and bloody revolutions. I think that everybody is entitled to their own type of pain, maybe, but I'd just like it if sometimes people were a little less ridiculous about everything like that. Maybe if everyone stopped to think about everyone else more, there wouldn't even be a reason for all these people to feel so bad. Every time I think about that kid I want to cry and just give up everything because I know that I really don't deserve it as much as he does. I wish pain weren't real at all, and I wish it on no one I know or don't know or will know.