I am in one of those PMS moods where you could just fuck the world over and not care at all. Yeah. I went to church today and I felt like a demon. Tainted. 0n3 84d d00d. ph33r m3. Everyone seems so gung ho for God, it makes me feel bad. and inferior. I'm gung ho for God, (I guess), but in my own way. I dont need to grovel and make up creeds and pray for the last slice of pie when all i have to do is reach out and grab it before susie q does. I hate my church sometimes, they make God out to be some pompous old man. Just like them. I'm going to be staffing at an art camp this summer at my old school...free paint, free canvas, no Mrs. Degregorio and no grades....what more can a girl ask for?!?!?!?