Listening to: Jessica Simpson - The Sweetest Sin
Feeling: fat
I found some of my old shorts in the storage room today while I was looking for my old uniform skirt. I figured I could shorten it to above the knee and wear it instead of buying a new one.
Well. These shorts are as old as shit, and I obviously did not see myself fitting into them anymore. But wonder of all wonders, I did. God. I feel so fat. I've set myself on a rigid diet. No lunch, small breakfast, salad for dinner. No snacking. Water ONLY to drink. I need to lose weight.
Bought some Algebra workbooks at BAM. I cannot afford to lose my touch over the summer. Must keep up with brain and schoolwork.
Fox hasn't been herself lately. I'm worried.
I really hate to see her down. For some reason I think I'm too protective of her--I bash anyone who upsets her. Probably because she's been such the best person ever. She's had it rough. I will not tolerate anyone giving her any shit at all.
I finished my one-shot. Heh. Another fic from hell, written up by yours truly. And I'm only posting it on FtD. Fox, my test reader, loved it immensely. Eh. I think it sucks. Most of my work does.
Love most of you, other I despise,
Lili
(PSST! LENA!! I *WILL* GET THAT CHAP DONE!!)
A good diet does not necessarily mean no food. A healthy breakfast (NOT a small one) is essential, and just a light lunch. The salad would work here. Then have a nice dinner... The water is good. Don't forget to exercise.
Good to hear the chapter will be up tomorrow.