nails bitten to the quick a broken machine a silent machination a tired old soul and far far away we rest together, a simply sensational view of our world and yours and boom boom boom crash bursting from beneath my skin the shit from all around woah there she goes oh someone please catch her, too tired and sodden and soggy and blue and flippant and why why why must i do this who must i prove when will i die who am i meant for why i am here, tell me why why whyI demand to know I deserve to see I belong to the righteous and I will believe again despite your putrid angels and flightless pfenix is all that keeps me grounded here to this earth where i cannot be reborn into a single soul self of dumping gorgeous entity to attack and be flitter and free and see just how mad we really are in these hearts of hearts. Test me, test me, i will not fail I will not fall i will not--silence, 'cause there i go again woah down the drain oh oh oh just hold me, just hold me, just say damn i'm sorry i love you god please baby dont go and i swear to god lord jesus almighty i'll never retch at the sound of your name again. Jesus lord god almighty i'd give my sun and moon and stars and breath and heart and liver for you to be sometimes a little fill-in-the-blank-here.