Yesterday she disappointed me again, and all her money's gone, and she expects me to pay for the scrapbook...well, my dears, my money was earned by me and by no one else, and so in a fit of rebellion I went to Walmart with Yvette and bought loads of makeup...because I wanted it anyways and because I knew it was something Sarah would disapprove of. But you know what, I'm not really caring right now. I'm kind of really, really disappointed. She could have called, she could have called! I need to stop obsessing. Stop. Anyways. Then I got back to Yvette's babysitting charge's house and put it on, and I felt glamorous, because I was. I never wear makeup, but I felt beautiful because it felt like I was letting people see only what I wanted them to see, and that made me feel powerful and really, really bold. We went out to dinner, and I had beef tacos, and everyone smiled at me and I was lovely and so was Eevee and the mariachi band wanted to play for us but we smiled and laughed and hid behind our hands. And the bottom of Eevee's taco salad fell through. And we drove home and Don was there and I said hi and he said hi and I'm so very glad to see that he likes Eevee a lot, because Eevee really deserves to be liked, she really does! And I went home, and on the way I met Perry, and his golf cart had broken down, and he had a friend with him.... His friend's name was Tommy Smith, I think, and he was really cute. And he had a wicked sense of humour. And, I think, maybe, I suck at flirting. I'm not really all THAT much like a guy, am I? I mean, Perry says I am, but I don't want Tommy to think so... Lord, if you're listening, let him call me today. Lord, if you're listening, let him call me today!!!!! YOUR NAME?? What is your full name?: Liliya Maratovna Plotkina Do you like it?: sure Why or why not?: It's the only one I have, and it IS rather pretty Do you plan on changing it?: No Would you ever name one of your children after you?: I think that's arrogant Do you share your name with any of your friends?: only on sundays. If so, how do you feel about that?: well, sharing is caring, i guess. or whatever that purple dinosaur said. MORE ABOUT YOU! (ahh!) Hair color?: mousy brown, it shines almost grey sometimes Eye color??: hazel Gender?: Female Height?: 5'11" Are you satisfied with your looks??: i'm too pale in the stomach and my thighs are too thick, but otherwise I am one hot girl. Yeah. If you could, would you change anything about yourself? What?: My thighs could be more toned FRIENDS Do you consider yourself popular?: Not really Who is your bestfriend?: You know, I'm not sure I believe in best friends anymore. What makes that person so different from everyone else?: ... Have you ever fallen for one of your close friends?: yeah, and it was a mistake Who do you trust the most out of all of your friends?: lauren Who has the best personality?: lauren Smile?: Ashley How many close friends do you have?: three FAMILY: Do you have any siblings?: yeah If so, do you get along?: not really Use one word to describe your parent(s).: awesome Do you have a good home-life?: yeah Have you ever thought about running away?: yeah If so, why?: because i wanted to be emo SECRETS.... Do you have any secrets that you have never told anyone?: yeah If so, do you care to share one??? um, no thank you. What is your worst fear?: dying and not going anywhere What makes you happier than anything?: horses Have you ever thought about suicide?: yes Have you ever hurt yourself?: yes If so, do you regret it?: i think so Share one thing about yourself that some of us might not know.: the cartilage bone in my nose is crooked. really. Beliefs (Shouldn't it be BELIEFS!!!! ?) What is your religion?: Lutheran Do you like that religion?: yes Do you think you'll change religions someday?: maybe If so, why?: like liz says, buddhism seems really cool, and it makes a lot of sense. Do you beilieve in fate?( the belief that everything happens for a reason): well, i think everything has a loose plan, but future outcomes can be interrupted by certain radical variables, so there's really no way to tell what will happen. Do you believe in love at first site?: yes Do you believe in re-encarnation?: i'm not sure Ghosts?: yeah Witches?: yeah Life after death?: I hope so man LOVE(!!!) Have you ever been in love?: i'm not sure Are you in love right now?: i love tacos, and i love my horses If not, do you think you will ever fall in love?: yeah, it's bound to happen sooner or later What is the longest relationship you have ever been in?: three days The shortest?: half a day Are you ready for a serious relationship?: no, definitely not WORD ASSOCIATION: Blue:: sky Sky::: smurfs God::: great Bird::: wings Car::: Kaisha Dark::: light Light::: dark Happiness::: omnipresent Depression::: elusive Satan::: hate Ghost::: cry Heaven::: love Hell::: fear Mysterious::: sex DEFINE Love-: The feeling of harmony you get when you really work well with someone, when you would go to the ends of the earth or do anything or even die for them if you had to. Depression-: Like trying to scramble up a slippery, flat ramp at an eighty five degree angle, and you feel like throwing up and killing yourself at the same time. Anger-: When you hate and hate and hate and it all rolls into one tight ball of a racing heartbeat and dilated pupils, and you say lots of mean things. Hate-: when you really dont work well with someone, and the mere sight of them sends your day into a downward spiral Faith-: very strong belief in something that you have never seen before, or have never done before, and may not do or see in your lifetime, but you still know it's there. God-: An immortal, supernatural being who has existed and will exist throughout eternity, and rules over everything on earth. Satan-: The evil, power hungry angel Lucifer, who draws mankind down into the depths of hell. Christianity-: A religion founded on the belief that Jesus Christ was the Son of God and came down on Earth and was crucified to atone for the sins of all people. Tell me about your... First kiss-: N/A. First surgery-: N/A First Airplane flight-: i saw mountains and oceans and it was beautiful First medical emergency-: ah kept getting stomachaches and stuff and they thought i had appendicitis First fist fight-: it was rather upsetting because I lost First Boyfriend/Girlfriend-: He was rather boring and he's going out with Eevee now and she doesn't think so so i'm glad.