Today, I bought some people x-mas gifts. Sei and Danni and Kalynn and I are all getting together next Saturday for our annual gift exchange..thing. This is the first year Kalynn's coming along. I'm a little nervous. She and Danni have a tendency to be a little loud...and loud people make me all fidgety and nervous. Although, I like Kalynn. She's really easygoing, and she doesn't ask questions, and she laughs at stupid things with me and Sei. Kalynn-manga. she's an addict, like moi. X_X. Oh, and chocolate. Dan- She reads this diary, i think. Lauren-Book on feng shui, because we make fun of it all the time. oh. and some killer red lipstick, because she's been looking for the shade and i found it first. :3 Sei, well, I got a really pretty crystal thingie for her in helen--you know you see those blocks of crystal, with lazer art somehow on the inside of them? Oh my goodness. It's so very beautiful. Hers has a pegasus rearing among some little, fragile stars. I wrote a couple of letters today, because i feel i need to thank some people before i die, and i figure if i don't do it now i'll always regret it. So. Erin, because she didn't figuratively spit at me last year. She taught me to never be ashamed of who I am. Sei, because she's my best friend. You don't even understand, and neither do i, so how do i explain? Karen, because she shared a popsicle with me in fourth grade when my gerbil died. It was a pretty gory death. Talk about irony. Mew. God, because He's...God... And there was another one, a little one, only one page, and I wrote it and then I climbed out of my north facing window onto the little bit of roof that sticks out and I burned it into ash, and then I climbed back in and drank it mixed in ginger ale. And then I had an aspirin. or four. And about three hours ago I woke up and threw up. isn't that nice. whoo, i'm crayzee, like matthew, who bucked a lot today.