I think I really don't like being here anymore. I think being here involves being what everyone else is, and that being is inclusive of all things sexual. I'm not a very sexual person, and I felt really dumb today as they sat there talking about all the things they've done. You've got no idea, I think to myself as I miserably eat my ice cream with a black, plastic spoon. I can almost hear the weepy violins scraping in the background of my thought processes. I hate how everyone just dismisses me. I hate standards, and I hate having to meet them most of all. I really sometimes wish it was just me and somebody who didn't give a damn about special sexual favours, but when will that ever happen? This whole fucking world revolves around....well, fucking.