I fight as hard as you. I run as fast as you. I was made with eyes like this brain like this smile like this and smarts like this. Fuck with me, ma cherie, and there will be one dead at the end. And man, let me tell you. It won't be me. *** I hate when people are martyrs. I act like that sometimes, I hate it. I'm going to try and stop. I'm also going to try and stop worrying. I do that too much. Today I wore a pink rhinestone tiara and a pink dress and outrageously pink lipstick and went to school like that. I was so fucking awesome. Every man wants me, every girl wants to be me. *gigglefit* I've always wanted to say that! It feels good. Um yes, today is Sarah's real birthday, happy birthday Sei, I heart you girlfriend! =0DDD Have fun, it's your day to be outrageous, so do so with the proper amount of coolish detachment that is so popular with our generation of today. :P I called her between fourth and fifth on Katie's cell, btw, and said happy b day! I have secrets inside, new ones, bad ones, I want HER to go away for ever fucking ever before my jealousy eats me alive... I need to cool, to chill, to leave it be. Liliya Plotkina, nobody even cares but you. Just shut up and leave it be. Um, my eyes hurt.