Cm chapter=up hope you're happy. I know I can't change you, and I don't want to...I just wish you'd figure out who you are and stop trying to grate out my existance for me...when you don't even know who I am. Maybe I hate you. I don't know. But you lie a lot more than you think you do, and it makes me sad. So tell me, friend... Who are you really? *Matthew can round. My beautiful, collected, 18 hand baby boy. I love my horses. I sure do. Someone drove by the ranch yesterday, saw him in his paddock, offered Diane fifty grand for him. **All I did was smile.