Mothers are so smart. Atleast mine is. We were in the car and I mentioned how Christina Aguilera was bad. My mom said nothing for a minute or two, but then she said a whole lot that really shut me up. She asked me why was she bad? Because she wore different clothes? Because she sang about things that were not necessarily what everyone wanted to hear, but things that were true and everywhere around us? Does she promote drugs? no. Does she drown children in bathtubs? no. Does she do nasty and terrible and evil terroristic things? no She's not much different than you, Lili. My mother said. She's just a young girl trying to make it in a world that was so hard to survive in. And that's when I thought of how Christina was abused when younger, and I suddenly felt spoiled and disgusted with myself. SO next time you see someone not like you on the outside, or perhaps a gay couple, or maybe someone who just thinks radically, don't shun them. Because on the inside, we're mostly all alike. Don't judge what you cannot see. Love unconditionally. =0) A silly thing happened today at the pizza place that shouldn't have happened at all. I was coming back from the bathroom and this one girl was sitting at a table with her boyfriend, who was ogling me in a major way. I didn't want it, and I thought the death glares I shot him would be evidence enough of that. Guess not. His girlfriend got upset and came over to yell at me, and me being me, I sat there and blinked at her while she ranted, then just got up and walked away right in the middle of a sentence. I wish I was a little uglier. Or that my eyes were darker brown. I have strange eyes.