I'm so flipping mad! My msn isnt working and I want to talk to kaylee! it signed me off right when she wrote "do you think..." gah! think what! dang you computer! She helped me a lot tonight. to realize things that I've been to keen to forget. and she makes me feel a LOT much better about myself. and this whole thing. I had a lot of fun dancing with Kacean tonight. Aubree left with the drama people, but that's what I figured. Its okay, she has her own group now. doesnt mean she hates me. And I really didnt *mean* to ditch landen. like I would really do that. He was just moping around. I tried doing stuff with him and when the ping pong tables were free i ran to grab him...but he looked like he was keeping emmy company. So I talked to Bedont instead. funny. I've never had a band teacher care so much about my kidneys. and actually remeber stuff about me. I like Bedont. he's hot. I danced with my holly hanson tonight. I could just eat her i love he so much! but I wont eat her, because I wouldnt have a holly-senior chick to look up to. we were in seminary together. she made me happy. and we have the same hair type so she gave me tips to make my hair fabbyfabfab like hers. mmm. tomorrow is sunday! and I'm so excited. Ice skating is on. yesyesyesyesyes! and I get to go to church. I love it. just escaping the stupid world for a while.