mmm. Mmm is all I can say. haha, whenever I listen to For you I will I get shivers because it reminds me of Malcolm. yay! I love love love it. It's how it's supposed to be, simple. We're friends. Today was is his birthday. I built him a card. It said "you're weird, but I like it!" hmm! He laughed so I think he liked it. I wish I could of made the day specialer for him. Maybe I'll come up with the courage to call him later. ah! dang it! Why didn't I hug him? haha, that's okay he was a total stud today like every other day. mmm...I like him. "Maybe a heart-shaped rock?" I'm a geek, but I'm good at what I do! Today has been so special so far, I've loved it. We had presentations in history. I should get 135ish out of 100. hopefully! I'm crossing my fingers...so I will get my A! Then in English, trying to catch up in that class is a butt, but I'll manage. And same with Ceramics. She said my grade will be a lot better when I finish my coil pot. yikes! and band...we had out test. She gave me a b- because I couldn't play the 5/4 section. me and malcolm have a "litte thing together" part and...he's amazing at it, but I'm getting there! give me some time! she docked me because I couldn't get my 4 mallet part down. gah! but, I hope it goes up after I get that down. yesyesyes! lunch was spec. but like everyother day. ha. Seminary was exciting. It was wonderwoman day today. we learned why our moms were so very special. happy mothers day mum! then John Pack came in and sang Kayla a song on his guitar and asked her to SR. Prom. mmm......someday, diary, someday. We had a bass sectional today. woot! Kaylee left me in charge...gah! It was like pit all over again! I'm not a very good leader. but, spence helped. and jerry clicked for a us for a minute. it was interesting. then kaylee announced that we were partying at the park! y ayayay! on my way back in I ran into Angell. We had a special encounter, and I'm greatful for it. It's amazing...it really is diary. I stand all amazed. I'm glad I got to talk to her, she spilled everything to me and I'm honored that she trusts me enough to pour it all out. It was special. in a good way. then we went to the park and played! yay! I love my section, we'll get a long greatly, hopefully. I'm glad, I really am. IT's going to be amazing. he had a blast. we can all just talk to eachother and its...good. oh... hehe... I forgot about Eric's game! mm! It's in an hour...I think. okay. "no nothing will keep us together" "we could still time just for one day" "we can be hero's forever and ever" "Just because I....I....will always loooooooooveee you!" mmm....I like this song, I'm in such a lovey dovey girly mood. yay! I like him...I really like him. He had pretty eyes...and a great smile. and when he laughs it's great. oh my...*sigh* I'm almost making myself sick...and I don't care! What else happened today? I don't know. I love this day. ...yes...okay. I'm gonna go grunge down and garden before Eric's game. yay! Bree is singing tonight, she's nice. haha! so, how bout' it, bud? "you'd think that people would have enough of silly love songs." "I look around me and see it isn't so...no."