It's nice to finaly not be surrounded my people all day long. mmm, this is stupid. And this too will pass. ah life is beautiful. with all the trials and happiness. I guess my problem is I need to let a little more happiness in. "haven't you been through enough" ah, yes well life is good. it was just me and scott in sunday school, we talked for a bit. he thinks that it's awesome how long marching band stays. yah. We had brother Cluff teach us and it was a lot more interesting today. ha. we had a lesson on Job. I guess I needed it from all the complaining. dang. What a stud. he had all the worst things happen to him and he still was a good guy. It was good to read up on that. Last night was pretty okay until the end. the whole being with taylor and kaylee and stu was pretty awesome. But, the dance wasn't all the great. I danced with landen. I guess everytime someone new likes him or he likes someone new I get possesive. you know...I can only be me. " I'm no one who you deserve to worship you and you say, It's not what you've done it's what you do. I love you and that's what you're getting yourself into." yeah, I listened to that song this morning, it was muchly needed. after dancing with landen I got really sick and threw up. but, I felt better afterwards! I told landen we couldn't dance anymore. He'll get over it. haha. It was nice that he asked me to...slow dance... I met malcolm's beautiful friend from Brazil, hey maybe we'll be friends. She's a totaly beauty and she was really nice. I talked to her for a bit. Then malcolm asked me to dance after we got isaac to dance with him friend. I really like dancing with him. brady found me and we talked for a bit. He told me he has to go aks his friend if it's okay to go out with kiley. I laughed, brady really is a good friend to me, I just...I show love through teasing people. that's all. If I tease you a lot, you should be happy. only if you don't want my love/like. boo. anyways... yeah, I danced with malcolm for the last dance to I believe there are angels among us. It was fun, I like him...a lot...but i like the fact more that we are what/who we are. taylor told me I was a really lucky girl. nice taylor. who ever malcolm gets in the end will be the luckiest girl. ahghg! I hate how they pound marriage into us all the time! well...dinner...yeah...