my mac n cheese is kinda gross. but i like my cranberry juice. man oh man. I like this song. so many things I was worrying about today. then... man oh man. I was worrying that boys thought I was a snot and that...Lauren would walk all over me again. man oh man, she makes me angery. but, when your friend is sick. it really makes you think. what is this all about anyways? death and life. ah, I just don't know. but, I guess that's why I'm here. to find out what it really is about. the test. I feel sick to my stomache. I bought fleece to make blankets. I like the feeling. It's small. but, IT's something. I'm trying to eat, but I can't. I I I me me me... Tyson is sick. just...remeber...okay? Listenin to Josh. mmmm. josh.... "remember I will never leave you. If only you remember me. "