laaaa. School was alright. Taylor said if I learned how to juggle boys would love me. I tried a few flips and threw the pins on the ground. They can think I'm retarded for all I care. Chemistry confused me. like it always does. I wish I could understand it. oh, and band was alright. Bree snuck in some food for me. yes! Seminary was my favorite part. We were combined with a few classes. hmmm! Bro. Bradfield asked me to share my testimony after the presentation. yay. The movie was really good. nice things to think about. other than my stupid self for once. After watching the movie about Christ's life they turned off all the lights and had sounds like an earthquake and everyother natural disaster. then...after a few minutes everything stopped. I stopped freezing. and a voice came out of no where. the lights came back on. Everything was quiet. They showed on the screen The savior coming. all the faces. hmm. I looked at Spence and he was crying too. It was beautiful. after it all stopped Bro Bradfield looked at me so I knew it was my turn. I walked up there and after they fiddled with the light I spoke. I told them who I was. I looked at the girl in my seminary class who I'm pretty sure hates me...and I smiled. wow. It was amazing. the best part. knowing the truth. hmmm. and I even smiled at Spencer up there. hmmmm. After school I got the guts to talk to malcolm. he really isn't that scary. yeah. I told him about the dance. he said he'd think about it. afterwards I felt like an idiot when he told me he was going onto 1060...when I was going to Huish to get help in Algebra 2. I need to get out. go shopping. my mooood always goes so far down when I come home.