*dances* It's monday and I'm babysitting, dancing, not paying any attention to my baby brother. everyone at work thinks i'm prego. I throw up a lot-new meds. Mackly is always checking me out, and he always has this look on his face when he looks at me...ew. I'm coughing up a lung, and I read some of harry potter today, getting ready for #6! "you're worth it..." I wish I could dance in my undies... "*blank stare* well... I DO! I will find out if I make wind ensamble tomorrow, well, I know practically that I didnt. sad day. because my audition sucked so bad. and I cant count really well, but I'm doing better. I was supposed to visit bedont, but his office was always full of people. I wanted to tell him I deserve an A because I've improved so much. take roll-off-rhumba for example! and my flippin awesome solo! (dancing with kace) "what use is it to you what's on my mind?" ahhdfaklsdfjlajHLSKDJFLAKJDSFLAKJ!! this is what happens when parents make me babysit on a holiday. gosh...I go crazy. Andy Murri emailed me today and told me he liked me. *bug eyes* *gasp* mom says i shouldnt complain at all because a lot of boyos like me. and exactly- I'm liking this whole not decided not a problem thing. *sigh* hopefully this summer I'll go have a fling. no, I don't really want a fling. a nothingness. this summer will be the summer bree meets someone. "but I love him daddy!!" we talked about this yestorday. last night. we curled up and watched work and the glory. and cried. hotttt nathan. okay, um...me...staying worthy...because if a man like that was promised to me! I'd never look at a guy a gain! seriously. because...nathan...mine. wanty, now. he swoons her over with a scripture. something in...john. ...not as a new commandment, but as our love always was... and she gets him back by Ruth 1:16-17. intreat me not to leave thee..." seriously, my kind of man, it reminded me of Jared again. I don't even know that kid! gosh... well...now... anyways,.. ahhhhhhhhh I need to pee. but im too sexy.