Talk about pathetic... I keep listening to the sample piano music from Harry Potter. well, we all need those healthy obsessions, everyone else has a boyfriend! shma. it's been a great morning. yesyes. thanksgiving was,...interesting! we ate, we laughed, we fought, we cried. hmm... me and ali and preston sneaked Carol some pie last night. we left it on her doorstep and went running. First she started yelling at us...then we heard a minute later "THANK YOU!" haha mmm, good left-overs. I sat in my bed for about two hours daydreaming. I tend to do that a lot. think too much. I'll try to think about something, but my mind is too much in a hurry to think about the next thing...and the next! ... it's so confusing. hmph. *sigh* but, tis been great. I thought about holding hands...and what pants go with what shirt. I thought about being pretty and being the model girl. I thought about serving a mission and singing. I had a dream...it was band class. and I got a delivery of balloons (eee) and a card that said I made it in this ice-skating championship thingy (apparently someone thought I was good? huh?) and I was so excited. I looked around to see if anyone else was excited for me, and no one was. they were all kinda glaring at me. yikes! and kept on drumming. erlack. and I felt like a dork-o. showing off. and no one cared. mmm why do my dreams have to be just like the real life? aye me. goal: practice lucid dreaming. I did once, haha...I made a boy kiss me. anyhoo! hopefully I'll find someting to do today!