"I was thinking that I might fly today. Just to disproove all the things that you say. It doesn't take a talent to be mean, words can crash...Please be careful with me, I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way." I don't know...all day I was in a bad mood. It started with this morning with mother. I'm horrible to her. I make her late...I yell at her...she yells back...and I'm ruining everything between us. gah. and frankly it sucks. then...everyone was surrounding me when i got to school. I think I'll run away to the library. I like quiet in the morning. and...laurna dn kace laughed at me when Malcolm came around. he's the one thing not dramatic about my life right now. It's nice. Him and Bree. and school was okay. I did fine on my quiz...acutally really badly. I always do when I study. gah. and band was okay. I got my list of fees. 245$...no...yearbook. I hate being so broke sometimes. and then I take it out on my parents...and they get sad because they want to pay for the things...but they can't. maybe if we get rid of someone...anyhoo! so I threw a fit and...pouted. I read "How to Be" about being positive. The prophet told me I have a lot and I should look to the good. yes...okay. I talked to Em and she gave me numbers for the rainbow shack. she said it's a perfect highschool job. I'll call them tomorrow. hmm! I was really glad she gave me the numbers. then... lunch was okay. Eric sat with us...but I couldn't sit with him because the table was packed. it made me sad. I miss him so much...so...I listened to lauren talking as I poked at my potatoe. aghaghahghaghahg!! then...I talked to bree...and went to seminary. Kayla talked about Mr. bedont and the "issue" hmm...It's time to move on. I talked to derek in ceramics. he said he loves dorothy and he thought it was sad what happend. but...it's time to move on, and I feel I can now. it's alright to. band was pretty good. Clark looked amazing...wow...I never thought I could think he was cute...but then he just starts talking... he told me the judges were poopy for not choosing me to be their princess.