It's sunday and I've been trying to find the spirit all day. Nothing really is working for me. the house is quiet right now though so, I turned on my church music. boo ya praise the Lord! *dances* Derek picked me up for stake conference, he took sara too. my mum answered the door and said "Hi hansome!" so I walked in the room and said in a high squeaky voice "hiiiiihansome!!" he just laughed at me and ...yeah. Conference was really good. for the most part. they talked about familes a lot. and non of our families were there with us. we sat in the back and laughed. The whole congregation stood up to sing "Now let us rejoice" eee I love that song. It's my favorite. They did this big thing about the youth in our stake too. yay! how we're so important and we shouldnt forget our great potential. but that's like a normal thing for me, not knowing my greatness until the time is passed. gah... I remeber something about courage, which I'm lacking. majorly, and self confidence. and self opinion. just because.... heh! you can't throw all your problems on me and expect me not to do an opinion paper on abstinence. So she's really upset with me now. but, what else is new. I mean if she really wants to get so upset about it...*rolls eyes* So basically she's mad that I have an opinion about something. I'm not saying at all that I'm better than her. And I'm not trying to write a paper to make her feel soooo bad. Purdie said on an arguable issue...and I think I nailed it. muahahahhahaahaha! *sniff sniff* I miss you badly. dancing and singing at the top of our lungs. going to the park and talking in the walky-talkies about the weird boys. Never let his light grow, never let your light grow dim. I miss my kaylee (not the one above)...yeah...She's been sad and stressed to the max, which is understandable under the circumstances. my baby...I love you kaylee hang in there...the light will come! *goober face* BE THE LIGHT! "and I a leper in shame hid my head till someone said Jesus is his name..."