"so much I can almost taste it" ahhhhhh, I havent gone skating in two weeks! ...the last time was with matt and kaylee, oh that was so much fun. hmmm...he text me a few days ago, but i just got it today! It made me so happy! it said "happy burfday!" I thought it was from landen, so I was laughing at it and calling him a dork and stuff... then I realized it wasnt landen's number. ahhhhh, so I flipped out...yay. Oh, I aslo through a fit in pit today. Threw my sticks down and said I quit. mmmmm, I love my pit. I love when we like eachother. I think they need to realize this isnt drama, its marching band. dang, drama drama drama! Tim is a pain, but i talked to bedont about it. he said we could still be skanky in uniforms. hmm... he said money was tight...so we cant be skanky in skanky outfits. oh, we have a new kid too...he pecks a lot. hmmmmmm... I want thomas back!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!! oh, now this year is really different. we're outside most of the day. its odd. we have to go outside for bend and stretch...stuff. then come back in... for a while then outside for the rest of the day. its tireding.ed. yeha... I taught quinn how to play the xylo today. well, he mostly knew alreayd. but i helped. he's so cute! mmmmmmm, i love him! then, skooter is right behind me in one of the sets... yay! and landen tried hugging me today. and...haha...shuffed me into the xylo when i elbowed him in the gut. sorry... when a man comes up behind you... I learned in it selfdefense! yay! oh,... oi... Then, I came home and slept for a while after finding out my mom has a sleeping condition weird thing. and mirac...surprisingly (i can spell, really!) on Jane today they had a doctor talking about sleeping things...and ways to get yourself a sleep. this is one of mine, writing in my journal. its get out all the things that happened today, and I feel closer...and i sleep better. so I dream dreams! of you!