So, bassically I should be doing my chores. Cleaning the crap off the window in the front room. I really don't want to. gahness. I hate the kid's messes. man oh man oh freakin' man. Me and malcolm were supposed to do something earlier, but I took too much time. He left to go do something with the guys. He said he would call me later. well, he's never disapointed me before. I blow dried my hair and it's huge! I spent about 15 minutes taking pictures of me acting like a cave woman! It was fun! See, I can be by myself...I'm not lonely... Last night I worked and It was alright. Kaylee and michelle came in and I got ate with them. It was kind of a weird encounter and...well I just went home. No one to call my own. well, I'll always have lauren and sara. mmm Why do I feel as if I have to belong? I just wish me and her were close like we used to be. goodness, what has happened to us? Tuesday night was awesome. We were finaly giggling and being stupid together. gah, kaylee...I miss you! boo. goodness, I want to hang out with my girls again. I always do. boo. mum went to parent teacher conference. She said my teachers all really like me. She said miss madsen thinks I'm really sweet. she says I still can get an a+ in that class. I can listen to drum corpse stuff and get extra credit! heck yes! I feel like eating lots and lots of cookies. hmm... whatever, I'm happy. I'll be fine. Mrs. King wants me to call her. Gah, I hate calling people let alone my teacher. she says she wants to help me get an A in senior english. I feel as if I'm turning into those people I always made fun of. oh, why I must justify to a online diary? "come on come spin a little tighter...and the worlds a little brighter!" He is pretty amazing... except mmm... just keep swimming...