So, this week has been pretty good so far. Well, I'll start with the weekend. bah! Brad invited me over to Landen's house for hotdogs. I got to see Cydne, which was great! We ate and just talked for a while, it felt good. I don't get out too much now and I realized it's because I don't call people. Fancy that. I'm summoning up the courage to call John Pack and tell him when I'm free. To think, the two days he asks me out I'm working. I always work. MONEY!!!! No social life!!!! YAy...me. yes. Cydne took me home and we talked about drumline. I miss THAT a lot! Saturday I got all princessed up and went over to Sky View for drum line. Everyone always loves you more when you leave. hahaha. The pit sounded pretty good. I laughed when I saw so many people I didn't expect to do pit. :) Maybe it wont fall through! Then I saw the snares and the tenors. I didn't talk to matt or malc because they seemed too busy. They were mad I ignored them. Ha! I went to the basses and Kev let me play baby because Jeff wasnt there. Oh my wordy! It was so invigorating. So, I decided to do drumline up at Ricks. I even emailed the drum line instructor! Anyhoo...Then the princesses went to Franklin for the parade. Idaho boys are not that bad. We took a picture of us in a tree in our gowns. We are so cool. After...Oh, I worked. Gag. Then Jd and them came. Yay! Me and JD are getting along! yay. We realized how awkward it would be to even hug or anything. We are like siblings. The brother I see once a year. They're staying for the week and It's great. Yes. So we talked all day and he told me about all his girlfriends and kissing moments. Then malc called and said he was on his way. *blank stare* So, we talked in the bathroom while I curled my hair. I wish he was my brother at times. Have someone the same age around here more. Where was I? Yes, Malc picked me up and we drove around hyde park. We found some pigmy goats and laughed at them for a minute. There was the "big kahuna" gaot. He was ridiculous. We skated at the ice rink and caught up. wow! I can really just talk to him about everything and I don't feel like I have to say the right things or anything. I feel...me! I could get used to that. We went to six star to bug Aubree and find a "craft" We found a balloon and some plastic grapes and ended up leaving them on a friend's doorstep. Bah! Then, we went to wal mart to visit Matt. We talked to him for about an hour and then he took me home. We ended up talking outside for another 45 minutes. We talk about growing up and how different it's going to be in the fall. Everything is going to turn out the way it should. We just need to have the courage to take the journey. We as in every person. :) Sunday was also very good. There was a linger longer! Yahoo! My brother told me his home teacher thinks I'm cute. Boo yah! He's 23. Oh yeah! I saw Aaron at the fireside later that night too. Woo. I can't believe how he just grew up. He used to come over all the time when I was really little. He and Amy were pretty close friends in highschool. Now he's an Rm and attending YSA activities with me. He sort of asked me to wait for him. How weird would that be! I was the akward, annoying younger sister. Yes. Monday...yesterday I worked. Boo. cort told me these next few years are my selfish years. I need to embrace them and make myself better, then get married. He said the boys will go crazy up there. He told me I have a sweet tesimony and a cute face. I like working with him. After work mum, colby and I all talked about marriage. I told them my secret desires. Mum thinks it's possible. No use thinking about it now. :) Today we went to Rattitouie...or whatever. So cute. Here is my place to write without great punctuation. haha...what a pun. Life... I can't change the situations. I can accept them and pray for more strength and happiness. I can pray to see the joy in things. yeah! Just breathe. I watched iceskating again. I love it! One day I will meet Michelle again. I met michelle kwan! Oh yeah!