did you know humans are really just star dust? oh, how chemistry makes me feel important! well none the less, we arent an accident (according to science) just a natural occurance. sigh. last night was the best show of my life. It was fabby fab fabliciousness. I felt bad, I dindt mean to preach to the pit. It's just... Clark rather be with the line...so, we have to fend for ourselves. I just wanted to get it across, that we need to play for someone. then...they all went off on it. gah. I do try to be nice, and let each one talk. I guess I'm selfish...bah. anyhoo, we played pretty tight. then, the bus ride home...was nice. sigh... I'm so sleepy... my home teacher came over and told me even on sunday I looked as if I needed about 40 hours of sleep. I just stared at him. he laughed. I tried to be...there. he had a good message. how all these things are happening. just starting, and it's only going to get worse. a hurricane every ten minutes. or...an earthquake or whatever. he told us it was time to be spiritually ready. "I will be ready" Sem yestorday and today was really good. we listened to that song I like "3 white dresses" mmm... then...today how we need to be better. not giving in. oy... T.T. finaly came home! ...then I fell down the stairs. oh, you fool, think you'll get me that easy. go ahead, push me again. acutally... after falling down the stairs. I ran to my room. and fell to the floor and bawled. (I'm really emotional today) and hugged T.T. (where would I be without him?) then...I laughed and it was all good. mom is buying me new perfume! I dont want to be the smelly kid.