AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ohmygosh, I think I'm going to hurl here and now. anywasy...sick... last night was another band trip, i was originally on bus number 3, but landen and leza were making me sick to my stomache so I left that bus. poor megan, I left her on there...sorry... we all had fun on bus number 1! talked to DAve the bus driver man about his son our age and everything. the bandy thingy was great, I saw my friend Ben there from Logan, he's cool. Kacean thought he was really cute too. like he is. we talked for a while with him and then left to go home. Dallan bought me dinner (yay! :)) and I bounced around doing cheerleading moves and yelling random things. I told dallan stories about my shoelaces and bracelet...where is that thing anyways... the ride home was great. then we got to sky view and someone cute said 'hi kiwi' muhaha. me and megan helped load things in. and talked for a while. and Kaylee and I sang all the way home. I had happy dreams with lover boy waiting at the end of my rainbow for me until mom woke me up by kicking my window. she said i need to work outside. So I wore summer clothes for the first time and worked for a bit and talked to my mom for a while. ohohhhdAOHAOHFOAHFAHFDH!! I asked Matt to girls choice. sorta. well, me and katie and alex and kacean all asked matt and cam, parker, and brandon to the dance. we got tiny alphabet noodles and colored some to make our names in different colors. and then we got a mountain dew and wrote "oh dew we dew we want to take you to the luau" and they had to find our names in the noodles. we sent it to them all first hour. At the cheer assembley they all watched me and katie the whole time holding the mountain dew. muah! I'm seriously more excited for them (him) to answer me then to actually go on the date. but we're going with Alex and she's never gone on a date before, so we're going to get her all ready. she's really excited and nervous. yay! I have work today (moans) second day and I'm already dreading it. it's not all that bad, but no one can find derek and he's my ride. ahhh! I was thinking today how amazing Jesus is. seriously. He made all this stuff in the world. I mean everything i love, he created it! like ICE SKATING! and percussion and everything. he even made hot missionary boys waiting for me at the end of my rainbow. rah! and the flowers... my purple pansies and lilacs! yay! mmm I don't think I can do exec and marching band. mmm, decisions. but. I'm single and loving it. im free "maybe we can go steady" wow, that comment totaly cancelled out the other one...haha. after this whole thing with landen, I'm really glad. because I figured out i really don't want anything close to a guy hanging on me for a while. maybe im just saying that because I just got over a stupid breakup and crap. but, I feel refreshed and better. yay! I'm becoming the girl Jesus wants me to be! and me! who...i want ..to be.. yay! ahem, I'm supposed to go out with Andy sometime soon. yes. :) we're going ice skating. muah! Last night Jake told me he likes my hair. thanks. he tells me that the day after i make an appointment to chop it all off... but you didnt hear that from me. um...booobop.