Sometimes...I like you a lot. And when he smiles... hmm. it was a gooooooo day. first hour...learned something new that I did not understand. haha. nothing new on that. I need to do my homework for that class. yip! "what good is a life with no one to share?" Went to seminary! yay. since the sophmores were testing we had an extra long class! yay. and today my class actually talked to eachother! it was wonderous amazment. since there were so few of us we just talked practically the whole time. Bro lowe came in and kept us entertained with his random questions "how many of you have lived in your house for 5 years?" "who likes efy" "what's your favorite...." he's so odd! I was laughing so hard. he actually crept closer to me with his roller desk and pinned me. ahhhhhh! mmm, I miss him so hard. I loved his class. but, bro bradfield is doing a fine job now. he's so serious...but so...odd. I like him! um, we all decided that we were hungry so we sent bro jenson (?) to Lees. haha, he came back with sooo much food. all the classes combined and ate food and socialized. mmm. I enjoyed it so much. I talked to holly and she told me about this game her and her friends play. you get an old yearbook and pic someone to mimic. then the other people guess who you are! man oh man! I'm so excited to try it out! man oh freaking man! bro Bradfield showed us pictures of him and told us about him and his wife in highschool. he said he was so shy he barely toalked to her. hey! they ended up forever! there's hope for me too! um, band was alright I guess. we laughed at eachother a bit and played for a while. yes. I enjoy that class for the most part. except I'm such a brat in that class! I'm really stubborn when it comes to doing stuff myself. heeeeeeehee. I think tomorrow is the day to break out my gays. my pritti's are taking a break. ahhhhh shes's driving me crazy! if any one wants a little sister...she's yours! free! hey! I'll even pay you! hmm... maybe it's something like ...that david bowie movie! hmmm...well when the goblins take her away. man oh man. anyways! lunch me and lauren went to lees. that was interesting! haha. I didn't get to see aaron though. that was a dissapointment. but I'm glad he wasn't there because lauren was shouting his name. I wanted to kick her! hten we went to taco time...eh. 4th hour was dumb. i stayed after a little because we had 2 lunch. i found emily and she helped me a bit. poor girl! englishwas alright. we had speeches. the one on abortion was scary! ahh...she showed us the least graphic pictures. walker was heaving... then after school kaylee took me home...yay. then I fell asleep watching...what was i watching? oprah! that's it! and ohoh! we have kjazz now! wahoo! home improvment and frazer! yeeeeeeeha! so...I woke up to a bag of cheese sticks hitting my head. lovely older brother...he's so nice to me. he made me try on his glasses cuz he said girls are cute in glasses. I glared at him. I love our relationship! we show love in...many ways! oh! then mum came into her room where I was happily eating grease. and she told me she wanted me to go to the woodwards are get kate's check. my firest time driving myself. wayhoo! it was so scary. I hate the van. but...love it! I liked the new freedom. I turned on my gospel rock and zoomed off! I found stacey walking so I pulled her into my car. I drove past a cop...and smiled sweetly. he doesnt have to know I was illegal. I was helping out my mother...yes. so..yeah. that's my story! I rejoiced when I pulled in the driveway unharmed! wahooo. I know. I'm naive. and yes. I enjoy myself. gah...I need to think of a speech...dang it! IT has to be something I'm passionate about...and highly opinionated about. I was going to do it on drugs... lol...because it would be funny to do it infront of ben and collin. Andy said I have to do it on how much I love him. my three points will be: why I love him how much I love him. and I am going to marry him. uh...maybe later. a lot of the time he's joking around. but I sometimes wonder if he isn't making it up. and It frightens me. IT's....murri. my friend... weird. someday he will kiss me. ... um. yes. so. that was my day! and I still don't know what to do my speech on! maybe rape. wahooo but it's a persuasive speech. so...modivational speech. man oh man...maybe it will come to me.