feeling mysterioso...ish. I went to breee's production. It was amazing. she's so good. I just...take pride in that little girl. we gave her roses. matt was there with his galpals. haha. we didn't even say hi. things are so weird with us. but, we made eye contact. acknowledged that we were both there. that's good enough. "It's like a secret...only you and me know." Itwas weird to see Dustin being sweet and kissing a girl. odd. his hair was really short. he looked good. the nice, good dustin. Watching that play made me want to kiss someone. hmm! It's been almost a year. haha! lets see how far I can go. Sometimes...well alot of times...most of the time...I feel like such a skank women. a tease. the heartbreaker. I just have a lot of friends who are guys...that's all...*innocently smiles* mum just taught me to be open. soo...haha. It was me and sara's ladies night. haha...muah it was so much fun. at the end she let me drive. and...I did NOT run into any snow banks! muahaha. I love her so. todaywas pretty good. I acutally got to see kaylee at lunch for once. man oh man. I love her so. before 5 period she showed me where her locker was. she had these cool sticky jelloy hearts in her locker and we were sticking them on our foreheads. we have to entertain ourselves somehow in this dull world. Spencer walked by and laughed. haha. he's a dork too. 5th hour i gave my speech. it totaly sucked. meh. I didn't practice at all. and I really dind't like my topic. but mom talked me into doing it because I had the resources. I like walker though. and I'm pretty sure he likes me too. hopefully I will have him next year. haha. I used to think he was an idiot. he's just...special. plus, he likes my work. mike gave his speech on music. he said because he plays an instrument it ups his sex appeal. I strongly agree. man oh man. there's so many things I have to remeber. staying positive. never being too hard on myself. be constant. but believe in opposition. strong... man oh man! what a rush. I have drum lessons tomorrow. yikes. I never practiced on my pad. oh, that reminds me bedont taught me my minor scales today. just me and him and he ahd the patience. I love that he see's something in me that I dont see. potential to be super. I left a sticky note on his car telling him not to forget my music. but...the more he forgets it...the nicer he becomes to me. and the more willing he is to fix my vibes that keep busting. muahah, now sing with me I'VE GOT THE POWER! *dance* life is...so...fasinating.