I'm so hungry, I havent eaten in days. and I really annoys me how loud emily is sometimes. Therefor, I don't like eating lunch with them all the time. Gives me a headache. I would want to say "please...can you act just a little bit more mature..." but It sounds like Lauren. It's why she left me because I was..."lame" whatever girlfriend. I started eating with Bree-face and the drama geeks. *interesting* Tannin is in the Peacock's ward. haha. Aubree is going to sing in Tannin's ward someday and she said she'd drag me along. Today me and bree went to the park (st. Patrick's day tradition)We talked about the summer and going swimming and picking up guys. with our modestone-piece swimming suits,long board shorts, and over-large shirts...we'll be hot. We'll both have our liciences and jobs...so maybe some money to go throw away at an arcade or something...(baaaaaaaaaaa!) mmm...appple... It's still awkward around Landen, I never know what to say to him that doesnt offend him in some way. Is it just the way I work...that annoys him? hmm. Andy thinks it's pretty funny though when I 'accidently' draw on his sweatshirt. I'm glad it's over-to get on with life. Mainly I'm really glad the whole "you like him more than me!" mumbo jumbo crap crap. I'm an independent teenage girl-I need to keep an open mind. I'm glad I don't have to worry about impressing a boy, or saying the wrong thing and making him not talk to me for the rest of the day...Grrrr. I'm sick of being pushed around. so ha! "we could be heros just for one day!" ahhh! I want Moulin Rouge BADLY!! Lastnight was fantastic, I drove up with the bishops' family. MEgan. woo. Me and Megan did our homework and later sara and I went sledding. we chased 'little buddy' around. he was just this kid in Sara's ward who was determined to go on the ski slopes in the tube. wacko. Met this lady there who almost believed we were twins. I saw my coussin Heather there. She's cute. I have a test tomorrow that I should be studying but since the lack from food thing I'm feeling sick. I can never fast long without feeling sick. I don't know how I will last in Cali starving and all...oh boy! We had the sub again in seminary...she was ...nice. The lesson was really really good...I think. I was spacing off most of the time-which I feel horrible about. kinda. I was thinking of smart ways for guys to ask me out. that made me sad because no guy will ever ask me out on a reasonable (my standards your standards means equal standards)date. "Hi Kirsten this is...um...er...this is..." *background* you're name is _________ "oh yeah! this is _________" me-"yeah..." "go out with me...I'll pick you up at 7" me-"oh boy oh BOY1" double dating is so much better. by loads. because then it's not awkward when you want to say something. except date with Peacock. that was still awkward because Sara was laughing at me..and so was he. I couldnt work the heating on my seat. *im a dork* I saw Holly today, she has pretty teeth. My self-esteem automaticly fell 20 lbs. I tugged at my poney tail and pulled on my skirt. *blushes* Hid my face and tried to fix myself in the bathroom. I say words like "no matter what kir! you're beautiful...only counts what you see of you..." then I think "oh great then!" "her name was real pretty...like grechen!" oh my word. *smiles sweetly in the mirror* find out what I really want...Livejournal.come username Judith_funnie love, The Claire