oh dear dear diary! Hello, dear friend! mmm, Have I mentioned how much I love Sundays. Today was beautiful. After church we had the bishop's chat. I really love the priests and laurals in my ward. woot! Tonight was really good. We talked about trust. hmm... then we ate fruit! and...I realized once again how beautiful Scott Max. is. I try to justify and tell myself he isn't a jerk. He really isn't...I hope. He's just quiet...well, he's going to HAVE to like me becuase we'll be together all the time for youth conference. And he's going to bring in our Ward's flag with me and dance with me at the dance. AND he'll LIKE it. anyhoo... Rach tried starting the other scott's car and it was laughable. Me and colee hung around until they were done. then me and rach and jason walked home. Jason walked me all the way home and told me how he forgot to buy me birth control so we were in debt because I had a baby. I think that was the most awkwardest moment of my life. ah, I'm so excited for Adult Rules. I'm so taking the baby for EC. hmm... Scott got a scholarship and he only had a 3.3...so there's hope for me! gah, I need to do my homework. I figure if I don't read my book it wont be so bad. I could just finish reading it...I need the points for english. I just don't want to go through with it. I'll have plenty of other points. I need to start up on my holocaust (excuse my poor spelling, dear diar)project. I know grandma doesn't like remembering...but maybe she will for me. I'll get major extra credit marks if I bring in something of hers. pictures baby! wow, it's getting late. I need to start on my homework. haha. but I have a valid excuse for not doing it this weekend! Pageant, perc. thing, and DATEEEEEEEEEE! (finaly a boy who suggests the prayer before we eat...amazing) woot, yeah! Did I meantion he had his "preparing to enter the Temple" pamplet in his car. okay, guitars or drumsticks are something I have heard of to impress the girls...but this! wow...he's won me over. until next time. I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way.