so wrapped in you. this weekend has been...oh-so-wonderful. Starting out with Landen's party deal. we wouldnt let the boys come over till later while we made the cake. just me and taina. then Lauren stopped by. I feel so bad becauseI couldnt of said so much more to her, but I didnt. we're not so close. She did liven up when I she came outside with us. She started shoving mini charleston chews in my mouth, seeing how many I could fit. It was the oldd Lauren again. I miss my friend. Landen ran away that night, again. which isnt anything new. I got fed up with chasing him or even trying to talk to him because he wont talk to me. he's stubborn that way. but ber chased him, and then Kace hopped on my back and we ran too, but didnt get too far. Then everyone left, but me and kace stayed home. or maybe that was befor... yes it was! because right when landen walked in kace accidently hit him with the door...and that's why he ran. well, anyway, aubree showed up. then Laisha then Kaylee. the boys left and so did kase and ber, and emily came back. and we partied and played 'vampire' heeee. me and kaylee hid in the pantry. and then another time me and bree were hiding in the kitchen and the music was really buggging us, so we sat there for five minutes trying to change the song, pushing random buttons. then I realized no one was screaming. I asked bree "are you the vampire?" and she goes "oh! yeah!" and bit my neck. another time she bit my ear really hard...because I snuck away to pee. muhaha. later me and bree went down stairs to get the matress. "that aint a mattress that's a piece of..." yeah...oops. I didnt swear! i swear. I really meant to say it looked like a sheet not a matress. heehee, me and bree laughed pretty hard on that one. it took us 20 minutes to drag the big thing upthe stairs. we were got it up everyone jumped on it. "excuUUUUUUSE me, we pulled it up! you get OFF!" yeah... it ended up laisha and kaylee on the couch bed and the rest of us on the matress on the floor. it made me sad...I wanted to sleep by kaylee.... but yes! Iput in 'lady in white' but I was the only one watching it. everyone fell asleep, kaylee was with me for a while...but I was laughing and talking to her...and she wasnt responding... I look up and she's knocked out. I sighed and laughed some more when the lady appeared in the window. Saturday was sooo much better. everyone went home by 11, by 11:30 I had left to go running. I went everywhere. I ended up going up and over on 1000 East. I went down and past's matt's house. Saw a lady pushing a stroller and soon figured out it was matt's mom. I stopped to check my pulse and to chage the radio station and I look around and matt's standing by his car. Luckily I was too far down the sidewalk for him to notice me. I ran all most of the way home. When I got to the cemi I walked. It took me an hour. I talked to my mum for a while and then got in the shower. I walked to bree's house and borrowed a white shirt and she packed my lunch then I walked over to the church. the whole way down to SLC was a hoot. I rode with leasle for that reason. We couldnt decide if this person was a man or a woman. we felt bad for not being in the right spirit for the conference so we tried to be better. A car honked at me because I was in their way. muhaha. Julie decided we would eat in the park and it was freezing. then we walked to the conference center. I accidently threw away my bar code so I had to stand there for a while. then we got security checked and everything. cute missionaries woowoo! the conference was magnifique! when the prophet walked in I was so excited! a little old man wobbling with his cane. and I thought how he really is the one representing Jesus Christ and Heavenly father. I was so excited! The young women's presidency all talked and the choir was amazing. at the end Monson talked. I love this man. he will be the prophet when hinckley passes away. awww! he told us even cinderella had a midnight. JUDGEMENT DAYY!!!! don don don! haha, he was a good speaker, like always. I met him once. yes! I was sad when it was over. we all sang "as zion's youth in latter days" or something. I was belting it out with all my heart. and my section even stood up. which means the prophet looked in my general direction. I wonder if he noticed the girl in the cherry dress belting out her heart. I wonder what he would say to me if i ever met him. mum said he looks always on the heart of people (this is because I didnt have any clean clothes and I was complaing that if the prophet saw me he would think i was smelly :) ) I watched him wobble out after shaking some people's hands. I so badly wanted to run down there and say "hi! I love you!" but he isnt a celebrety. so much better than one. he would be ten times better to meet then michelle kwan. and I LOVE michelle Kwan. mmm. the whole way home me and Katie belted out Celine Dion songs. we were being very annoying and loud. "ALLL BYY MYSELFFF!!" we decied we were going to do something instead of just going home. So I came home with Katie. She called matt because his number was on her caller-id. he invited us over to cam's house to watch a movie. ha. the movie was sorta...weird. and Matt got mad at cam so he left. me and katie left after saying bye to everyone. we found matt in his car...hey! atleast he waited. we went over to his house. and he introduced me to his parents. muahakjflkasjdflajsdlfja! "mom, dad this is kirsten!" "oh! hi kirsten" ...oh hello future mother and father in law! the three of us went in his room...well this room off to the side of his room. and he played the guitar and just talked to us. told us why he was having a crappy day and everything. Just being there...you can't like-like a guy like him. and I didnt feel any nervous. it all just melted away. he is so good. he was sad because he couldnt hang out with this one kid. he wants to be good enough friends with him so he can give him a book of mormon. I mean c'mon! what kind of kid thinks like that. * shrugs* I was amazed. I was really calm...too calm for my own good. in my mind I was trying to excite myself telling myself "ohmy gosh! you are in HIS ROOM" but...It didnt work. I don't know. I can't explain it. really...you can't like-like a kid like him. he's everyone's friend and he just wants to serve God. He asked me if I wanted a tootsie roll. he said they were really soft (joking) I popped one in my mouth and he laughed. he did and impression of my breaking my teeth. muhaha! later he wanted to get his and katie's pictures from the dance so we drove in his car to cam's house where he left them. he wouldnt ring the doorbell because it was after 11. so he called Kam and told him to answer the door. he didnt want to disturb his parents. Later we went back to his house to cut them and they were telling me about the perv photo man. telling them to do weird posses. like having matt look like he was peeing in the bush and having katie sneak a peak. ew...? Then me and katie left. she told me how she was so confused because she dosnt know what to think of him and everything because he's always wanting to hang out. she doesnt know if he likes her or if he's just trying to be her friend. Matt doesnt seem like the kid just to walk up to someone and say "oh! I like you, lets me together" I'm so glad I actually got to be around him and know how he is. even though it wasnt that long. My opinion of him totaly changed. and he doesnt hate me or think i'm weird. he told Katie I'm 'cool' muahaha! anyhoo, it's Easter, and i'm glad. remeber what the holiday is really about. i bore my testimony in Laurel's class. oh, how it is true. oh how I will not let anyone, thing in my way of making it back. I want the devil's whole kingdom to tremble every morning when they know I'm waking up. because they know I'm going to do everything in my power to fight against evil. "It is a contest against evil, not eatchother!" I feel so uplifted from the talks on saturday, and the example matt was to me last night. muhaha. I want to be close. I want it all to be real. I want to try hard. I want to be good. I don't want to get mixed up in the worlds way of life. like how easter is about a big bunny leaving eggs for you! whats up with that! why not an animal that acutally lays eggs. I guess a big chicken clucking around leaving eggs around would scare the children. "mommy mommy! I want to see the easter chicken!" mmm... I rather get the empty egg... Love, the 'cool' one