hmm... I went to the bass sectional. I fed all the basses marshmellows. Everyone was really hyper after that. muhaha. and then I burped right when peter was counting off. haha, I'm funny. I was a little upset...so I left to cool myself off. I ran to the bathroom and sat there for a while. well, I thought It through and decided no matter what I'll be okay. It was wrong of them to tell my I had a chance. so, I know I don't. Peter pulled me aside after he talked to josh. he said that Josh is going to be on the line. I said I figured as much. He said that josh rather me have the part and he go in the pit. but he's staying on. haha. Don't get my hopes up. go timp. for me. I am the new hot pit/timp woman. The judges will look at me and go "wow...girl in the pit is amazing" but peter said I better get this bass music down. He said I better be good. me and the rest of the bass line (excluding josh and peter) talked. haha, they all want me on with them. IT's funny. but...I'm not getting my hopes up. I'm not being negative...something sooooo much worse. Practical. *shiver* I hate it! but, I'm glad they at least like me. It's a bitter sweet symphony. *crosses fingers* I really don't know. I just don't know! haha, do I ever though? I talked to KJ about pit. it made me so excited though. I have these two freshman and I love them! they're so cute! mmm! either way I'm relaly going to love this year. and...to add...that josh kid who stole my bass...Is quite cute. haha. he is in the 8th grade and I"m not going to create...a...ew? well, yeah. he seems not so afraid of me now. He even poked me in the side and said something. I didn't really hear it. we'll pretend he said "you're hot" just for kicks. I'm feeling positive and enlightened. peter is a good kid. I'm still goign to go to all the bass sectionals I can. but...yeah. well, I'll be at peace wherever. haha. You'll never say I didn't try. There's mansions with plenty of bass drums waiting for me in heaven. um, school was good. second hour me and Ami hauled butt to my house to get Julius Caesar. I love that play! ahh...you wonder why I stole it from the school. I walked into the sophmore class and they all yelled "You were the one who stole it!?" oh man...why is it that every sophmore I know was in that class?! gah. they all laughed. the teacher was surprised I was the one who stole it. I guess this look of total innocence and purity pays off! wahoo! haha ! third hour was good. me and malcolm snuck off (well, just to juice up the story lets say we did!) and he played the piano for me. hmm! and we talked for a while until Jason turned on his power saw. Class is getting better. we warmed up...all hour. haha. I really want to do cerimonium or millenium. I'll talk to Emily tomorrow. lunch was good. yaddi yadda. lol, lauren said something that made me and aurbee...I guess say stuff that she didn't expect. we're like that. I like it when it's the three of us. I know lauren will pull though. she's adorable. haha. um... seminary was fantastic! it was on eteranl marriage. he had us close our eyes and imagine the proposal and the wedding day. haha. Hansel didnt want to open his eyes he said "we're still kissinG!" haha, then we watched a movie...or bro jenson's wedding. there was so much kissing it made me excited! badABINGO! man oh man... prom... we just found out that my mum's cousin died. the thingy is on saturday. there's no way I could get to orem...gah... right when I got excited. lol, we'll work it out. and I need to answer josh and...talk to him about general conference. after school me and bree went home to get money...then she dropped me off at sky view and me and kaylee went to see Gabe! he's so cute! I got to hold him. I want an animal! cats are so boring. I love the lambs! mmmm! MOM! we played wiht the sheepies and lambs for a while, i Ihad so much fun. I didnt want to go inside. I rather stay out all night with them. then we ate pizza and went back to sky view. bah. yes... homework!