woo! I feel good! "he never apologized for being himself" that's totaly cool. I got on email from taina responding to mine. Oh, I miss her! She'll be attending some cosmatology school in provo, crazy huh? Maybe after the summer I'll never see her. College is the only thing on my mind right about now. IT's all I think about. All I worry about. I have almost completed my application for BYU-I. Yay! I also completed my USU one, just in case. about 6 months I am out of here! and I'm crazy scared! my last summer! woo, but I should be focusing on my last months at Sky View. Ignore the dramatic people and get to know those faces I have always seen around. I finaly got to know Daniel Burris better. He talks to me now! that's a big check mark! I love kaylee dutro now. I adore every fiber of her being! I acutally have the kind of relationship with a boy I've always wanted. aw, friendship is the key to every good thing. Why can't people just figure that out? Well, whatever, this works for me and that is what matters. I have been thinking about friendship a lot lately. loosing and gaining. Trying to trust in my feelings and try not to become a nitwit like those I have pittied. I just want to be around people who want to help me be better. I promise to do the same. drifting from a lot of people I considered my best friends. some I feel it's okay. "fall into place or out of your life..." I don't know but I feel okay. Jealousy and pride ruins everything. I'm scared and I can keep trying to work something out...but will it? Who knows. I can only fix myself. mmm, I'm missing my missionary friends so bad. I've been thinking about dallan and greg and anthony a lot lately. It's amazing that boys will leave, leaving their lives to God. Oh, spring time and the rain and mother's day weekend. Roast cooking and that clean feeling. oh Michael Buble! you bring me bliss!